Thanks HP & Gonzo
As always I’ve probably done a shitty job of explaining my position. I haven’t lost my job completely, just moved to another position and had my pay cut about $5000 per year.
I do appreciate the offers and the advice. As for right now I will just continue to press on and hope I can make more strides in the adult biz.
And again I'd like to thank rhetorical, Toby & Nymph for their concern.