Peaches,
I am not sure how to get history. I have tried finding it before and I think it is impossible

What I did find was a possible fix to your problem. I guess they want you to upgrade to continue but according to this thread you can download a patch or something to stop this? Might be worth a read and a try...here it is!
http://icq.com/boards/view_messages.php?ti...topic_id=648704