Good luck to you Nick, and keep yourself busy whatever you do. Out of sight out of mind, just dump the ashtrays and get rid of all your stashes, its fucking up your life and your families. It stinks on your skin, your clothes, everywhere.
1500 a month? man thats a new set of golf clubs each month or vacations/treats for you and the family or 1500 packets of walkers chicken flavour crisps a month
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You can do it just watch the mood swings